Valentine's

It's already 25 hours and 42minutes from the end of Valentine's day. I spent my whole day of 14Feb in my house in Tg.Malim.
A tought came to my mind...

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Idling around her, shows my continuity of love, symbolising the bind to her as well. My acts became unnecessary. Too much concern and care made my existence to be a burden of her life. Maybe it is not noticeable, but it does exist. So, i let go. I can word. Can i do?
I wonder am i a terrible guy.
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Of course i don idle around "her" (in picture).