Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be the last day of this year. Around these days, i have surf my friends' web site and found out that many of them wrote about the summary from stepping into this year to approaching the end of this year. Like many of my friends, it is undeniable that this year 2003 is really meaningful and memorable, because ...
I choosed the right course, architecture...
I met many nice friends...
I really enjoyed and worked hard for the course...
I went to China for the first time...
I...
Too much to recall back...
Anywhere, compared to the past, i don't recall back too much to the "history of a year". This fact is neutral, it is not negative nor positive. Just think that maybe i have changed a bit and maybe grow "older". I am not so "looking back to the past" as i used to be. I felt that i am "stronger" and resolute than before, no more too much hesitation...

Today, i heard a news about the death of a Hong Kong singer/actress. This year is really bad for Chinese entertainment field. Anywhere, honestly, i don't feel sad about this, maybe because they are "stranger" to me. But, i felt a bit "sigh"... like that...

There is still too much tomorrow to go on. Still, we have to look forward. Still, we have to step forward without standing too long in origin or the shadow of past. I am actually a person who always like to recall back the past and stay in the past. Is it all merely about useless imagination for the past. Or, i always feel heavy to leave something, somewhere, someone or sometime that has been in my memory. A song by Yan Zi's "kite" tells about "let go... let a kite go...". Yup, i think i have to learn how to let go sometimes. I wonder why this world is so realistic...