Tuesday, October 14, 2003

me

Sometimes, i think i am a weird person to my friends. sometimes, maybe i am not very accepted by them because i have my way of making my life alive, i have my own behaviours. maybe all of these are not suitable with them, they would even think something negative about me. anywhere, i am not always correct, and i am not blamming that they dont understand me, just sometimes i feel alone. and i don like someone who tell me(or even commanding me) do this, do that , dont want to do that, should be like this...etc, i dont like this kind of constraint that tie my brain, behaviour...etc. anywhere, i will listen to him/her if i think i am wrong or have space to improve more ... as a conclusion, they have their way of life. hopefully, ALL exist in harmony.

today morning, my friends and i were attending the seminar in LT1 , some contexts of lecture were actually quite boring, my friends started to chatting, kidding, passing this and that, taking photo, drawing ...etc. for me, they are offending lecturer who was trying his best to present what he hoped to be exposed to us in the best way. anywhere, it is past story. compared to the other student there, they seem a bit childish and poor in the aspect of 'respect'. i think, if i am bored of the lecture, i may sleep, draw or think other things, but not to kidding in 'group', u know, really too obvious la. being friend, i showed my unpleasant face to Jet, i just want them to know they were doing something quite 'extreme' at that situation. ok, this topic_off.

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